Beautiful Josh

I know I always start these posts by saying I know it's been a while. So let me start by saying I know it has been a while. We have been here in NC for just under a year. Josh is getting so big. I am still searching for the best place to live and the best services. I am really missing south Florida and all of our friends. Many of you know our struggles. Since moving here Josh has been kicked out of therapy and hurt in therapy. We have been through 5 pt's in the past 8 months and 2 ot's. Josh's speech therapist is very sweet. He loves her alot. School isn't my dream for him. I don't want to say to much. because they do have a link for this blog. However it is not the right place for him. I guess after he attended Abi's Place I expect more for him. I know what he can do in the in the right environment. I just can't afford the right environment. If any of you know any legitimate work from home jobs let me know. Josh and I are taking it one day at a time. His scoliosis is still severe and his kyphosis has disfigures his back. The doctor's still don't want to operate. I am confused by this and a little relieved. The thought of that major surgery scares me. On the flip side Josh had been home with me since March and cognitively I have seen some really wonderful changes in him. Just when I thought it wasn't possible for one person to have anymore personality he surprised me again. He has started to consistently finger feed himself. I get excited at every meal.Below I have mad a video of Josh. I hope you all enjoy. Have a great day!